To Let You Know.

So as seeing I did have one other blog that I made with a different email adress..but I soon forgot what it was. I came to find that apparently I had made this one a while back and have updated information, my photo and whatnot.

I will try and post, though I mostly write everything that I would type down in here, since most of my thoughts come when I am on the go. (now that I am finally going to school the first time in years, I have no acess to this website, for I used to post during "school" or whenever anything came to mind)

Going ons.

4th of July. Such patriotism.

The fireworks were like bombs. It was as if it was World War 2 again. I was just waiting for the sirens to go off.

Now?
Yes, now is fine.
Contentment, maybe? If that's the word.

I'm just so excited about days to come that I almost don't know how to currently live in the present.

Yet....what will this do?

What.....will.....I do?

Days.

Yes, you are correct love.

I'm not ok.

Where you have came up with this conclustion, I have no idea, but you have hit the exact spot.

Why? Why this?

These faces laugh as they are free to another world.

Mine smiles eneough to live. My hearts my heart. What's in my mind stays in my mind.

I'm afraid of acumulation. After a while there becomes spill and stains. Then when the papers can be copied the printer runs out of ink and has no idea how to replace it. The process I'm still working at looseing just comming back up again. Helping me loose the little I do have left.

My ownership? Nothing.

Locations.

Nights here...they just seem so...so out of place. As if I'm looking for something. Am I?

It's been 18 days now...since we've moved here to St. Marys, Georgia.

I can't believe it but....I actually miss North Carolina. I guess because it's all familiar grounds. I have been over them a thousand times before and the people there are recognized the same.

I've wanted the new for so long. So long. And now of it I fear? Everything just seems so surreal. My mind is still set on that this is just a vacation. A very long vacation. That soon, I'll be moving back. But, no.

This is not.

The start.

I haven't done a blog in so long.

We'll try again now won't we?

Only this time, personalized, well defined, subjects, random.....whatever comes to mind.

There's no rules here, yet, so I'll create them as I go along.

Welcome.