So, today is just another boring day for me. I almost feel I've never been so bored in my life, ha. Although, I know I have. I'm such a human. Allways complaining. Why can't I ever just be satisfied with knowing I'm alive?
Sighs echo throughout my insides as my eyes glisten in golden tears mourning over my sad existence. What a worthless chreacher I am! All I ever do is waste my time being bored and complaining while waisting time on what I could be doing here! I've been given, by God, so many skills that I should be putting to use but, I just feel like garbage today. Just complete trash. Like a wasted paper with nothing written on, wadded up in the garbage can.
I just...I just want to do something big with my life but, I lack motivation to do so. And when I did have that motivation, I had the wrong heart, the wrong mind, the wrong soul. And no way of doing it. But now I have almost all the opportunities of the world! But instead I say, "I just don't feel like it. I just don't feel like doing anything."
How stupid of a human I am!
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