So, I'm not sure whats up really.
It's extremely hard to explain what is wrong with me. I'm just so confused with life really. The confusement is wrapped around my heart like a rope; getting tighter and tighter till my heart is welted in different places.
"Confused about what!?" I ask as I scream at myself aloud. And all I can answer back is, "I don't really know."
Really, I'm just...
...still wanting to be alone.
I don't want to deal with people. I just want to be there for people, but I want to stick my own mind in a jar, with the lid screwed and glued on extra tight. I don't really want people to know me anymore. And that bothers me, because I fear it is unhealthy.
If that even makes sense at all.
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